I still miss the cigarette smoke from the window
And the icy cold, from last year.
But you're not here, and I miss the laughter.
Its only been one year and I'm still the same.
I'm still broken,I'm still angry,
I'm still selfish.I'm still me
And if I asked would you stay.
But for once I'm sure, I want to die without you
I guess these are just little steps to feeling lighter
to feeling better, to feeling me.
I'm sick in my chest, I guess you'd call it love
But it's a pain that I can't shake.
Your smile used to light up the whole room
but now I keep the curtains drawn, with the lights off.
I kept the ghost of what could have been
I crawled I cried I tried to leave
I haven't slept in days and you don't seem to smile anymore.
I still sit outside every night just to feel alright
I miss your breath on my neck trying to keep me warm
credits
released May 21, 2014
Big thanks to Ciaran Parnell & the Dalton lad
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